I'm here.
Nor have a reason, neither an excuse.
Sitting here.
Got nothing to do, nothing to care about.
Sitting here.
Not worrying about anything.
Sitting here.
An unusual thing for me to be relaxed.
Sitting here.
Wondering about the big why's in my life.
Sitting here.
Feeling tired.
Lying around.
Simply being with you
is what makes it special.
I'm here.
Nor have a reason, neither an excuse.
Sitting here.
Got nothing to do, nothing to care about.
Sitting here.
Not worrying about anything.
Sitting here.
An unusual thing for me to be relaxed.
Sitting here.
Wondering about the big why's in my life.
Sitting here.
Feeling tired.
Lying around.
Simply being with you
is what makes it special.
Love consists out of pain
Love consists out of desire
Love is what I admire
Love always fights against my brain
Love is despising
Love is passion
Love is not a piece of fashion
Love is always surprising
None of these things are untrue
Love is enough to make one weep
That is love as it seems
Yet when I think of you
I simply can’t fall asleep
Since life is finally better, than in my own dreams
My life is falling apart,
Before my eyes,
The pieces scattering on the wind,
Before my hands;
And yet
There is nothing I can do.
My life is changing,
No longer is it the same,
For not even I know
What it is now.
Where am I now?
For this land of darkness,
Plagued with horrors,
Is it hell?
My life is falling apart,
Before my eyes,
The pieces scattering on the wind,
Before my hands;
And yet
There is nothing I can do.
There is no sense of direction,
No heat, no hope, no warmth,
Nothing exists here,
Except darkness and fear.
This is my prison,
This is my sanctuary,
For Earth is still Hell,
Land of torture, pain, and deat
Born in 1997 and always open to experience something new and exciting. Love to play Badminton and Basketball. In rest of free time, I write, sing, play piano and so on.
Speaking English for 4 years now, French for 3 years, some Spanish and of course German, my mother language. I also try to learn Japanese through watching animes and stuff, but with little success yet -->also improved English skills because of watching while depending on fan subs;)
I joined to talk with people and to exchange opinions with people of other nationalities.
Finally weekend! this is the only thing I have to say. I worked so hard this week! I had a french exam which was rly hard! and this morning even the busses didn't drive. So I had to drive with a friend of mine to school by car and there nobody was there bacause of the english exam (my reason for comin'). And then we had 2 periods PE. Badminton. I can't see any balls anymore and I don't feel my right arm anymore. I can't even lift a full water glass anymore!
Tonight I'm going to sleep about 11 hours (not the usual 7 hours which are just too short for somebody like me D:) after I've watched the finals of 'The Voice' and tomorrow I'll go shoppi